Thank goodness.I am in tears writing this.
I went to a Motorway Bridge, last night. When I got there I opened this thread on my mobile. I just stood there and wept.
A Motorway Patrol car drove past and must have seen I was in distress, the 2 Policemen took me in the car and sat talking to me for over an hour, they then took me home.
Last night and this morning I have spent time talking, via P.M to a user from here, he doesn't want to be identified but he has put me in touch with people that can help me.
I do not feel well and haven't for a long time.
Thank You to everybody. I think it will be a long road but the signposts seem to be a little clearer now.